My Middle Name

It has been a fun and relaxing weekend. More relaxing than fun. I’m just disappointed that tomorrow is Monday, which means back to my 8 to 4:30 5 day work week. More typing and processing records. More coaching my agents. More laughing at my fellow employees all day long. =) More wishing it was Saturday.

Besides it being another work week, I also have to be fully prepared for this coming Saturday for our Vacation Bible School Pre-Registration. How you may ask? I am THE clown for VBS, which means I have to make sure I have my act down, my face paint prepared, my costume finished, and my balloon act perfected. WOW, so much to do and so little time to do it in! WOWSERS! =)

Have you ever wished you could just get away? And I’m not talking about packing up the family and going on Vacation, or spending a night out away from your family hanging out with some friends. I’m talking just by yourself, all alone, somewhere doing nothing but enjoying the peace. I could use one of those right now. Away from the world, away from stress and responsibility. Yeah well that’s life I know! But still, If a person doesn’t renew themselves they are very apt to going insane! Monotony, is my middle name. But who’s isn’t it?! I spend every week at work, church, home, and the gas station. My work involves doing the same thing over and over again. My work doesn’t involve goals. In fact sometimes it can be so depressing when people who are doing so good, stop giving 100%. So when they stop, you have to make up for the percentage they lost. It is mentally exhausting and should be banned from society. =] But if they didn’t then I would be out of a job, so keep up the good work. Church is good always. No complaints about that of course, except for the fact that we didn’t have service today because of Convention, and I wasn’t able to go to convention so it felt like two Saturdays. So I’m looking forward to Wednesday nonetheless. Home, is busy. There is so much to be done that it is also mentally exhausting. I can name off a very long list of things that I personally need to accomplish! However, it is unfortunately my weakness. Had I not bought a new car, I was planning on going part time on my job after BTI 2011, so I could focus on becoming better at taking care of life. I spend the majority of my day at work, so when I get home I feel like doing nothing but relax. The gas station…. well I spend about 5 minutes there every 2 weeks filling up my tank so I can accomplish getting nowhere. EHHH see?!?!?!

Monotony. Life would be better off without it.

It is pretty bad when even when you finally get a reprieve from it all, it hardly cures the problem! It’s like an endless cycle.

This is exactly what my blog is NOT for. Complaining… ahh please forgive me. I’m just the type of person who holds it all in (part of avoiding confrontation) and when something sparks, I have to let it all go at once. Haha, it can’t be healthy.

Speaking of responsibility, I better go finish some things then get to bed so I can begin my week tomorrow.

Goodnight All.